— The Fault in Our Stars | John Green (via austentatious)
you continually ingest a media diet which feeds conscious or subconscious self-loathing into your psyche faster than you can identify and purge it.
you don’t know how i feel and i can’t explain.
all in vain… when i follow anything that takes my life.
all in vain… when i self-destruct for fun and i don’t know why